New potentialities are constantly available to us. With the way the energies are working now, we have doors of possibility that are always open for us to walk through, we just have to consciously choose to walk through them. A simple act of faith in alignment with guided action and heart centered focus can change your life in a split second. A simple "yes", can completely rewrite your story, move you into a healthier environment, and help you to build a world for yourself that you don't want to escape.
I recently faced this when I came back home from a vacation visiting my beautiful girlfriend in Texas. When I went out there, I felt all my problems and past traumas stay here at home. It's liked I walked out of my "little slice of hell" into my "little slice of heaven". When I came back home, I noticed the contrast between the two realities. I noticed a split of where I could end up, and where I currently am. It left me in a state of panic. "How did I create this?", "How am I still existing here?". Well, I didn't create all of this, as the collective conscience has a huge effect on the hologram I live in. But, I knew right then I needed to hop into my "heavenly" timeline and get the heck out of dodge!
I prayed day and night about answers of what to do. That's when the new potentiality came in. My Soul Mom and I were talking about her recent vacation with the grid work she's doing across the United States, when we started running through different visualizations as to how I could get to Texas safely and quickly. As soon as I stated my visualization out loud, the Universe conspired to make this change happen. Little did I know how supported this decision would be.
The magic behind this whole story will be documented officially, and I will have to release those stories to truly understand how beautiful this moment is. The trip hasn't started yet, as I leave in a week to move to my new home in Texas. But, the stories that come from this entire experience will help you to fully understand the magic that is available to us all. We just have to seek it and believe in it. The magic of all that is lies within us all is constantly calling us home. Home is a feeling within that we find when we fully learn to love ourselves unconditionally. It's a state of being that we anchor into this reality in order to find the reflection of that love in the world. Once we hone in on that self-love, we see the interconnectedness of this Universe and truly get why we are all here. Why we are all seeking this "home", especially the Starseeds that have chosen to incarnate right now in this timeline.
I am truly grateful for this new timeline to emerge for me. I am truly grateful to my Soul Mom, my Soul Tribe, my wonderful girlfriend, and everyone that is injecting love and positive energy into this transition. It goes to show how important the power of thought and energy is in manifestation, and how many people are supporting us in helping us walk through to the other side. Thank you to all who have held this bridge open. I can't wait to emerge in my slice of heaven to let you know how it all goes. Until then...
Creation, the point that fortunes us the opportunity to begin again. As we start to access already existing potentialities, and collapse them into a single point of focus, we recognize how our expansive energy can be a potent fuel toward creating our new reality. The issue that arises is, how do I water all of these seeds and leave time for myself, my loved ones, and strengthening my connection with my guidance? The process of creation is actually a great way to connect to the worlds we don't see, but perceive.
When it comes down to potentiality, in my belief, there are many "versions" of us that exist in this Universe. As we expand our energy upward and outward, we are sending out our frequency to call in every aspect of our being. Think of a radio signal being cast out into the Universe, and an antenna picking up this signal light years away, and sending a signal back. As we expand our energy, we could pick up on a neighboring frequency that is an already existing timeline in another time or galaxy. Yes, I know this is getting a little "woo-woo", but the theory of Quantum Entanglement is proving that this is actually very factual. If we are to take this principle and apply it to energy, it shows how us interacting with other energies can create a collapse that will irreversibly change the dynamics of your energy. This is the process of soul retrieval, finding the lost parts of us that have always existed.
So this process of Quantum Entanglement, when applied to the empath, can result in a process of identity loss. It's the idea that we are made up of not only our own frequency, but neighboring frequencies that can effect our energetic structure. We quickly realize we aren't "ourselves". I am you, you are me, I am my dog, I am my boss, I am even the trees and the stars. My frequency is made up of so many other frequencies that don't even belong to me. The difficult matter in all this is discerning who's is what. This is where meditation and clearing becomes a key component toward recognizing "who" we are. The deeper I go into retrieval and clearing my field, the more I recognize what I am. When entangled with what my roommate is, what my lover is, what my family is, it becomes a jumbled mess. There is hope, however! The more I clear and find my natural frequency, the more I can highlight these natural existing structures in order to mark them as "mine". Then, when a thought form or emotion comes to the surface, I can quickly discern what is mine and what isn't.
When I started to expand my field beyond this world and deep into the cosmos, I started to call home lost aspects that I didn't know existed. It has been quite a journey in rediscovery, but also extremely tiring when it comes down mutli-dimensionality and fitting all those parts into a 3D model that still has to suit up and show up. These archetypes have helped to reshape me into the "true" me that exists beyond this realm, but has also created difficulty in finding enough time to incorporate all these aspects into the "who". But this level of expansion isn't made to be easy. The thing I am currently trying to do is integrate all these pieces evenly into the "I Am" presence, and to create from this multi-faceted vantage point. The healer, the writer, the artist, the musician, the lover, the ruler, the magician, the helper. How does one create from all these vantage points? SLOWLY! I quickly recognized that my "path" when it comes to service and career wasn't meant to be easy. I'm not following someone else's design. I'm building my own blueprints, and this level of building can be shaky! There's no "one size fits all" solution in creating from these integrated aspects. That's where trial and error is key. It's a lot like building your own recipe, swapping out the parts until the taste is just right. Add a little of this, a little less of that. It's even more difficult doing all this and trying to maintain stable relationships and a job.
The beautiful thing is staying expanded through all of this and remaining firm in knowing that the path is becoming clearer and clearer. It's recognizing that some of us are meant to do something completely new, from our design, and it's definitely needed in the stagnancy of what is around in certain areas. It's creating a new perspective and new opportunity for others to follow suit in their own ventures. This time has called for us to build out a new way. We're building our recipes, and no longer copying the recipes of those that came before us. Even though this has been a challenge to fully develop, it's definitely a worth while process. To break the mold and to create from a level of love and innerstanding is what keeps me breathing. To know that one day, someone will face this same dilemma, and I just might have a solution for them to create from this same vantage point...that is beautiful. Even if it's only one person, I know that I did something right. So today, I consciously choose to create from this vantage point in hopes that what sticks, will stick. That what works, will work. And what happens, will happen, regardless of circumstance. So mote it be...and always will be.
William Shakespeare wrote, “All the world’s a stage, And all the men and women merely players...”. This line always shook me to the core. The idea that this entire world is a gigantic divine orchestration, a beautiful sonnet stitched into the fabric of time, is truly an astonishing perspective. When we step out of the depth of the discord and turmoil, we choose to leave the first person perspective and become an observer of time. We play the part, but by consciously choosing to observe with non-attachment, we release fear and the need to feel the weight of what is around us. By being the observer, we can now find a new level of sovereignty and freedom. When this realization takes place, that is the exact moment that the hammer breaks the chains. The illusion is no longer a deciding factor of our reality. We can now escape the dream by joining the dream in harmonious union. We can recognize it for what it is, and choose to play with our reality. This is when we merge with our higher aspects and truly begin the journey. A lot of this path has been recognizing the dream, and then slowly breaking the patterns of belief associated with the dream. This was a heavy concept a first. The idea that this is all an illusion really brought about a level of deep emotional scarring. This is when the truth hit. How can this be an illusion when it feels so real? I think our concept of illusion has been skewed over time. When I think of the word "illusion", I think of a fake magical act. I think of slight of hand, trickery, and deceit. I think of being lied to. But that, once again, is a limited belief that has been stowed upon me by my experience of life. So, I choose to look at it as this, IT'S NOT THAT SERIOUS. THE ILLUSION IS THAT LIFE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THIS HARD. It's our programming and beliefs that create this discord within us. Our world is set up to keep us in a state of fight or flight. That's how you can easily implant a belief and instill control onto someone, through keeping them in the survival mode. That's when the animalistic tendencies set in, and we have no choice but to shut off our intuitive abilities. We are kept in thought and away from the heart. So, it's a time to bridge the gap between these two realities.
As I am typing up this blog post, my roommate comes into the room, getting extremely upset that he can't find a tool of his. His incessant suffering was induced by the difficulty of his experience. His patterns of belief made it so the outcome would be long, trudging his way to find this one tool he needed. As soon as I asked him what's up and he released this belief by expressing his frustration, he opens up one tool box and the tool is sitting RIGHT THERE. It wasn't that hard, but his mind had predetermined the outcome. He had a conscious decision right then and there, to just give up on finding the tool and resign to the miserable suffering of life. To never try again as the fated existence he knew would just lead to a tragic end. But, his persistence paid off.
Now, I know this is just a tool, but it's so much more than that. It's the recognition that this illusion doesn't have to be difficult. It's all about our attitude and perspective. I struggle with this EVERY SINGLE DAY. I wake up going, "Damnit, I'm still here." I make it a pact with myself every morning to suffer. Do I want to? No... It's engrained in my belief system. As soon as I smile and laugh a little bit, I notice the day get easier. I notice my mood shift, and so does my reality. Everyone is smiling, everyone is dancing, everyone is living in the magic. That's how powerful our minds are. The eyes we choose to see with will reflect the I's we embody. Vice versa as well... The I's that I choose to embody will reflect the eye's I choose to see with.
So, this illusion is not driven by some external force. Rather, it is governed by my internal condition. Every person in my reality is a fractal of a subconscious belief that is reflecting back to me. That means, that every character on the stage is showing me exactly what I need to see about myself. This thinking can seem awfully grandiose, especially living with a mental health diagnosis that has grandiose delusions as a symptom of a manic episode. Not to get too conspiracy theory, but it's almost as if my thought process is set up to be a "problem" in the eyes of certain structures and forms of thought. Certain philosophies and doctrines have set me up for failure in the eyes of societal views. So, this is where we press onward toward self discovery and self empowerment. We consciously choose to detach from the inherent suffering induced by our reflection, become the observer, and change our internal condition to adjust our external reality.
We now become an active player in the game, yet we've discovered the source code and choose to rewrite our program. This is when the shift begins...
I truly believe our reality is much more complex than that. But this is a great starting point to truly innerstand what is going on. Funny that this idea isn't a new thought. This philosophy has been around for a very long time. Us "New Agers" aren't really that new, are we? We're more "Rediscovery Agers". Seeking truth that has been hidden in time, casted out by many, and brought back to the light once again to prevail. And so it is, and always will be...